Chapter 8 of 27

Trying Too Hard

Trying Too Hard

By the fourth day, the southern heat had become oppressive.

Humidity pressed against the relief site. Volunteers moved beneath the shelters with soaked shirts and flushed faces. The smells of bleach, mud, grilled meat, sweat, diesel fuel, and floodwater blended together.

Gruff had slept twelve hours in four days.

Brute had counted.

A delivery truck arrived carrying donated canned goods, but several boxes had been exposed to water. Gruff opened each case and checked for rust, swelling, broken seams, and contamination.

A volunteer named Darren watched him.

Earlier, Darren had suggested moving the allergy notices to “somewhere less dramatic” and laughed when Gruff refused. Since then, his help had arrived mostly as commentary.

Darren wore expensive hiking boots and a shirt bearing the logo of a national charity. He had spent much of the day taking photographs, making suggestions, and avoiding heavy objects.

“You know,” Darren said, loud enough for the nearest volunteers to hear, “most of these people are not expecting restaurant standards.”

Gruff examined another can.

“They’re hungry,” Darren continued, glancing toward the line as if hunger lowered every standard. “They will eat what we give them.”

“Not serving compromised food,” Gruff said, placing the can in the rejection pile without looking up.

“It is one dent.”

“Seam’s damaged.”

“Seems wasteful.”

Gruff looked at him.

The expression was quiet but powerful enough to make Brute stop what he was doing.

“Food safety ain’t wasteful,” Gruff said, and the accent slipped out before he could flatten it.

“All right, Chef,” Darren said, still smirking.

Gruff returned to his work.

Brute stepped forward.

Gruff shook his head once.

Leave it.

Brute left it.

Barely.

That evening, residents and volunteers gathered beneath the largest shelter for a community meal. Gruff’s kitchen served chicken stew, rice, vegetables, cornbread, and peach cobbler made from donated fruit.

An elderly woman named Miss Loretta approached the line using a walker. Her home had flooded nearly to the ceiling. She had been sleeping in her daughter’s minivan.

Gruff carried her meal to a table.

“Sit with me,” she said.

He looked toward the line.

“They can survive without you for five minutes.”

Brute called from behind the serving table.

“We have been trying to tell him that for years.”

Gruff sat.

Miss Loretta tasted the stew and closed her eyes.

“Tastes like somebody’s house.”

Gruff lowered his gaze.

“That is good,” she added. “Everything else around here tastes like plastic.”

He remained with her until she finished.

After the meal, Marisol climbed onto a folding chair to thank the volunteers.

She recognized the medical workers, debris crews, utility teams, church members, cooks, drivers, and local residents helping their neighbors.

Then she called Brute forward.

Brute shook his head.

“Come on,” Marisol said.

People applauded.

Brute stepped beneath the lights strung across the shelter.

“I did not do anything.”

Gruff called from the crowd.

“That’s never stopped you talkin’ before.”

Laughter spread across the tables.

Brute pointed at him.

“See? He saves his personality for moments when I am vulnerable.”

Marisol handed Brute the microphone.

“Say something.”

Brute looked around.

For once, the jokes did not arrive immediately.

He looked at the families sitting at folding tables. Then he looked at the exhausted volunteers leaning against supply crates.

Finally, he looked at Gruff.

Gruff stood with his arms crossed, already uncomfortable.

“I came here because that man decided we were coming,” Brute began.

Gruff shook his head.

“He did not ask me. Gruff does not ask questions when he has already decided what the correct answer should be.”

Several volunteers laughed.

“He will tell you he only cooked. He will say everyone helped, which is true. Then he will point at the volunteers and disappear behind some canned beans before anyone thanks him.”

Gruff’s posture stiffened.

Brute’s voice became steadier.

“What most of you did not see was him checking every meal for allergies. You did not see him memorizing which children were afraid to eat. You did not see him finding diabetic-friendly food before breakfast, staying awake because the roof leaked near electrical cords, or washing pans at two in the morning because everyone else needed sleep.”

Gruff looked at the ground.

“He notices people,” Brute said. “That is what he does. He notices the person everyone else is too busy to see.”

The shelter had become quiet.

“And sometimes he drives me absolutely insane. He works until he becomes mean, then claims he is not mean because he did not technically raise his voice. He believes a raised eyebrow is not aggression.”

A few people laughed.

“It is aggression.”

Even Gruff smiled.

“But this place has food because he believed every person standing in line deserved more than calories. They deserved dignity. They deserved something that tasted like home, even when home was gone.”

Miss Loretta began clapping.

Others joined her.

Gruff shook his head. His eyes shone beneath the hanging lights.

Brute lowered the microphone.

“There. I said something nice in public. None of you are permitted to tell anyone.”

The applause grew louder.

Gruff moved through the crowd toward him.

Brute expected a joke, a shove, or a warning look.

Instead, Gruff placed one hand behind Brute’s neck and pulled him into a hug.

Brute froze.

Gruff held him tightly.

“Thank you,” Gruff whispered.

His Southern accent softened the words.

Brute swallowed.

“You are crushing my organs.”

Gruff hugged him harder.

“That one was important.”

Gruff released him and wiped quickly at one eye.

Behind them, Darren stood beside another volunteer with his arms crossed.

As Gruff stepped away, Darren muttered, “The guy is a little much, isn’t he?”

The other volunteer looked uncomfortable.

Darren kept his voice low, but not low enough.

“Some people help,” he said. “Some people need everyone to witness the helping.”

Brute turned slowly.

Gruff heard it too.

His shoulders went still.

Brute stepped toward Darren.

Gruff raised one hand.

Stop.

Brute ignored him.

“You think he is trying too hard?” Brute asked, his voice suddenly too pleasant.

Darren shrugged, but his eyes flicked toward the people listening. “I am saying there is a performance to it.”

“A performance.”

“The charts, the speeches, everyone acting like he is a saint.”

“He did not give the speech.”

“You know what I mean.”

Brute moved closer.

Gruff placed one hand against Brute’s chest.

“Let me handle it,” Brute said.

Gruff shook his head.

Darren rolled his eyes.

“See? Drama.”

Brute’s jaw tightened.

Then Gruff smiled.

Not at Darren.

At Brute.

Brute had traveled south complaining about humidity, cots, church statues, insects, bad coffee, and the absence of proper mattresses. He mocked Gruff’s accent constantly. He flirted with grandmothers, convinced several children the statue walked at midnight, and accidentally sprayed himself with a pressure washer. But the moment someone spoke cruelly about Gruff, he moved forward without thinking.

Gruff pressed his palm against Brute’s chest.

“I know who I am,” Gruff said, his palm still firm against Brute’s chest.

The accent wrapped warmly around the words.

Darren scoffed.

Gruff turned toward him.

“And I know why I’m here.”

He gestured toward the families, volunteers, damaged church, and broken neighborhoods stretching into the southern darkness.

“Ain’t got time to worry whether you approve of how hard I try,” Gruff said.

Darren’s expression changed.

Gruff looked back at Brute and winked.

Brute stared at him, thrown by the calm more than the words.

For a few seconds, the relief site seemed almost peaceful.

Then the wind changed.

It did not rise gradually.

It struck.

A violent gust slammed into the largest shelter. The canvas snapped loudly. Empty plates flew from a table. Supply boxes scattered across the parking lot.

One hanging light swung wildly overhead.

Everyone looked toward the sky.

Clouds had gathered over the damaged town, black and low, flashing white from within.

The air had become strangely hot.

It smelled of rain, seawater, mud, and broken trees.

Brute looked upward.

“That was not supposed to arrive until morning.”

Marisol pulled a weather radio from her vest.

Static burst through the speaker.

Then came the sharp tones of an emergency alert.

“Everyone listen!” she shouted.

The warning announced that the hurricane’s remaining circulation had strengthened unexpectedly after moving over warm coastal waters. Severe thunderstorms, flash flooding, destructive winds, and possible tornadoes were developing across several southern counties.

People in temporary shelters were ordered to seek reinforced cover.

The relief camp erupted into movement.

At the relief camp, families grabbed bags, children, medicine, and whatever belongings they had recovered. Volunteers directed people toward the church while, hundreds of miles north, rain softened the townhouse windows and Sum-ma carried ginger tea upstairs for Theresa. In both places, the storm had found the people Gruff loved.

A medical worker struggled to push a wheelchair across the uneven pavement.

Another gust struck.

The corner of the shelter lifted several inches from the ground.

“Poles!” Gruff shouted.

He and Brute grabbed the metal supports.

The canvas bucked above them.

“Cut the side panels loose!” Gruff yelled. “Take the pressure off!”

A volunteer hesitated.

“We will lose the shelter!”

“We’re about to lose the whole damn thing!”

Brute pulled out a utility knife and cut through the nearest tie. Another volunteer followed.

The side panel tore free and vanished into the darkness.

The frame dropped back against the pavement.

Large drops of rain struck the hot ground.

Then the sky opened.

Water poured over the camp in a solid sheet.

Gruff’s phone began vibrating in his pocket.

A generator sputtered as rain blew beneath its cover.

“Kill the generator!” Gruff shouted. “Move everybody inside!”

Brute pointed toward the church.

“West hallway is clear!”

“Basement first! Keep the center aisle open for medical!”

Emergency alerts sounded from several phones.

TORNADO WARNING.

Rotation had been detected west of the relief site.

Gruff pulled out his phone.

SUM-MA STORM.

It was nearly midnight in Ohio.

He answered immediately.

“Sum-ma?”

Her voice came through quickly.

“Everything is all right. Nobody is hurt.”

Gruff closed his eyes for half a second.

Brute stepped beside him, soaked through.

“What happened?” Gruff asked.

Sum-ma paused.

In the background, he heard a bathroom door close. Freddy asked from the hall whether heating pads could explode, but Theresa did not answer. Her silence reached him more sharply than any sound could have.

Then Sum-ma lowered her voice.

“Theresa has started her first period.”

Upstairs, Theresa sat on the closed toilet lid with Gruff’s shirt pulled around her knees, staring at the unopened package Sum-ma had placed beside her. She knew the facts. Gruff had explained them once in his careful, practical way. Knowing did not stop her hands from shaking.

Gruff froze.

Around him, volunteers ran through the rain. Children cried. Lightning flashed brightly enough to turn the parking lot white.

“My baby?”

“She is frightened and embarrassed, but she is safe. I am with her.”

Gruff pressed his fingers against his forehead.

Theresa had asked for him once, very quietly, then looked ashamed for needing him. Sum-ma had told her needing someone was not childish. Theresa had nodded as if she believed it for everyone except herself.

He wanted to be home.

The need struck him so quickly that it hurt.

He pictured Theresa hiding inside one of his oversized shirts, pretending she was not afraid. He pictured her searching for him instinctively, believing Gruff would know what to do because Gruff always knew what to do.

“Tell her I—”

A section of canvas tore loose behind him, and a metal support lifted.

“MOVE!” Brute shouted.

Gruff turned as part of the shelter collapsed across the serving area.

Volunteers scattered.

One man fell.

Brute caught the back of his shirt and dragged him clear before the frame struck the ground.

The church siren began wailing.

“Gruff!” Marisol shouted. “Everybody inside now!”

Another flash of lightning split the sky.

Thunder followed immediately.

Sum-ma’s voice sharpened.

“What was that?”

“Storm turned.”

“What do you mean, turned?”

“We got another cell comin’ through.”

The Southern accent had returned completely, heavy with urgency.

“How bad?”

Gruff looked toward the black sky.

Debris spun above the church roof. Rain flew sideways. Water had begun crossing the access road.

“Bad.”

Sum-ma went quiet.

Gruff forced his voice steady.

“Tell Theresa there ain’t nothin’ wrong with her. Tell her I love her. Tell her I’m proud of her.”

“You will tell her yourself.”

“I will.”

“Gruff—”

“Tell Freddy to give her space unless she asks him to stay. Supplies are upstairs, bathroom cabinet, left side, second shelf. Heating pad’s in my closet. Ginger tea’s in the kitchen.”

Sum-ma released one short breath. It was not quite a laugh, and not quite crying.

“Of course you prepared.”

A transformer exploded beyond the parking lot.

The horizon flashed green.

The entire relief site went dark.

Only emergency lights and lightning remained.

People screamed.

“Gruff!” Brute shouted. “We have to go!”

Gruff gripped the phone.

“Sum-ma, I gotta move.”

“Go.”

Her voice had lost all humor.

“Keep my babies safe.”

“I have them.”

“Promise me.”

“I promise.”

“And tell Theresa—”

A deafening crack swallowed his words.

The signal broke apart.

“Gruff?”

He could barely hear her.

“Gruff, what happened?”

Another volunteer shouted that water was entering the south side of the church.

Brute grabbed Gruff’s arm.

“Now!”

Gruff looked one final time at Sum-ma’s name glowing on the screen.

“Tell her I love her!”

The call ended.